kathie^^

because of u

2011-12-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

Actually since i come out i don have de intention to play blog le
but after u mia i cannot find u then i had make a promise to u that i wont disturb again once u contact me
although u didnt contact me but u post your picture to let me know u got gf n u are fine so now watever wat i want to tell u i will post in the blog hope one day u will read it n hope in this way i didnt disturb u.so i also can follow my promise.
I'm really happy that u post your photo with your gf instead of think u are inside
ruixiang maybe u may thinking y u got gf I'm not sad some more i can promise u tat i wont disturb u after u upload your picture,u know when i cannot find any new of u i'm worried N upset.N do u know tat i"m already get used of seeing u have gf everytime.it hurt but not like first time when i found out u got gf
Ruixiang i miss u load,when my time inside do u know you keep running on my mind?
anyway u now must be with your gf celebrate chrishmas eve
let me wish u N your gf merry chrismas eve to you all^^
u always in my mind N heart^^

upload photo

2010-05-17T02:19:00.006+08:00

thx for enjoy de photo^^ so long didnt upload photo le hahah. night all

I wont let the time juz wastes like tat

2010-05-12T06:55:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired about everythings feel like settle down but now is not the time for me to settle down yet.my time is left no much already.im really really sick and tired.

if u want to chose black then u better go do somethings tat is big,can earn alot of money,your name will know around the place and prepare to sit for at least a five years inside de prison. if not u better chose white.as for me black already pass now i want to change to white.is no point at here i write and nothings change about me so i will prove to everyone tat,i will be chen gong some days.juz open your eye and see how kathie chen gong.and i want every person to rmb of me.

my next court will be on 26may

1000am

court 3

but the sentene i already know liao.is rtc 18months.i trying to fight for probation but the percent only 20-,- nvm la as lomg as i try my best can le

people i wont waste my time inside RTC de i will go study for N level

so don worry about me^^ juz think tat im going oversea study hahha

update again

how i wish time faster pass at 2012-.-

last 2days more

2010-04-12T09:58:00.005+08:00

now at kat house doing nothings -.-
so sian
but i'm very surprice at one thing^^
haiz but this thing everytime people give me hope end up-.-
so this thing i don put so much hope on it

now my mood is very tired and relax
people everytime look at my face is smile
but inside de smile i'm not happy at all -.-

juz now i went to meet brenda,shawna and rohini at northpoint
i look at brenda face she look very happy
hope she will everytime be happy
haha
but i hear something from her -.-
i'm very heartbreak and disappointed:'(
i will dissapointed and hearthbreak not her is the teacher tat treat me well
i tot he is a nice teacher but i don know he is a two face teacher
he act so good
well done
treat tat i see wrong people
i swear i wont trust malay people anymore
malay people cant trust
haiz forget it the more i said the more disappointed am i

i miss pie alot too
juz now i go see her blog she look very happy too ^^
pie rmb tat i will alway be yourself^^

as for Jerlin baobei i see her change load
sometime i do miss her but she no heart
haiz forget it too

ytd until now i didnt sleep-.- coz i want to change my time back -.-
hope today the time will change haha

count down to 3days

2010-04-11T02:46:00.002+08:00

My nightmare going to start on 14april le-.-
everythings had started to change after i knowing how ugly and pretty of this world
when u have money u cant even see who is good and bad to you
but once u are broke u can see who is your true friend
everythings we done sure will get some and lost some

can someone please ans me tat Wat is the meaning of FRIEND ?!
izzit friend are more important then everythings?
i really don know Y some people like to stole other people 'FRIEND'
i said this not becoz of people stole my friend
if she/he got this ablility then go ahead
i have de trust with my friend

Is i see some of my friend stole people friend using dirty skill
is so childise lo
once u grow up u will understand and regret
sometime is good make friend but must see
izzit she/he is good heart mah.
In my life i have alot of friend but true friend is not much-.-

this few days i will keep blog and blog until my nightmare started

i shouldnt trust u -.-

2010-04-04T04:14:00.002+08:00

haiz i really don know wat to do
my nightmare going to start on 14april

darling do u know tat i really love u load-.- sorry to ask u to be blackface then scold u
i had started to let go of u le
althought i know tat u are lying to me but is very useful to me
thx
during this 18month i sure will prove somethings for u to see de
trust me^^ i wont waste time inside there
rmb tat u alway inside my heart not mind
sometime i really don know should i believed u anot
but i guess everythings u do sure got reason de
i guess this is the last post tat i post about u
no matter wat u have to take good care of yourself
I LOVE YOU

tired

2010-04-01T05:01:00.002+08:00

Juz play finish mahjong -.-
so tired -.- this few days keep losing money haiz
is okay la money will earn back de haha

haiz finally i had to go this way
i really cant bear to let go
but i had no choice
this few days i keep gamble trying to forget u
yet is work -.-
do u know now i really miss u load
y god had to treat me this way
haiz
althought i say before tat i will wait for u ord
end up i didnt wait anymore
coz i know tat if i continuce love u
when de time i wanted to let go
end up is too late anymore le
maybe i didnt with u is a good choice
coz u will stay in my mind perfect^^

my headaches really kill me haiz
now started to pain liao -.-
think go to sleep le
night all

brenda- u are right^^
it's time to listen to u le^^ i'll let go
thx brenda

brendaC- work hard for your N level JYJY

pie- i really miss u load-.-

Jerlin Baobei-u no heart de lo-.-
i miss u la

count down to 13days and my nightmare going to start-.-

i wont pity u again

2010-03-15T10:50:00.002+08:00

well one year already pass le yet u are still at the same position
haiz i wont take a look at u anymore
I'm seriouly disappointed on u
it's take 10 lie to cover 1lie
and u keep lying to me
while not even I'm disappointed
u also make the most dote and love u person disappointed with u
I can said u really lost a great friend in your life
at first i quite pity u but hearing all the story already
I feel tat u're still the same and more worst
hope u will learn your lesson

after seeing your profile i feel tat i'm so useless
when u are sad yet i can't pei u
haiz such a worst person am i
i feel like message u
but i don want u to know tat
I'm seeing u like this
and wat if u don like to see my message leh
haiz
wat should i do right now

i cant sleep right now -.-

2010-03-10T03:37:00.002+08:00

This few days i felt tat the time pass very fast and I'm sick to stay at home
everyday eat sleep then mahjong
i hate this kind of life althought look like enjoying but i felt tat i'm juz wastes my time
I also got read some english book and i have to thx to the story book too
after reading the book i had learn a lot of life things and became more N more understand about guy and love

i rmb tat a question saying about this:
Do i really love right now u are?
Are u wanted to change he?
after tat i found the ans
yes i love u but the more older am i the more i will think
after tat wo ju think tat u don have any work am i willing to spent my life with u
end up the ans is yes
and i wont ask u to change because if u really change would u be very happy and will i still love u in the first place

the book still have alot of life and good things to said but righ tnow i don feel like blogging
i feel like watch show hahha
all those things wait until next time i blog then said ba hahaha

dame cold right now

2010-03-04T04:59:00.001+08:00

My case had been postpone to 14April 2010 court3 at 9.30
and i think this is de last time they postpone
my lawyer said 50-50 RTC or tagging then will be around 18month

Haiz this few days I'm really very unhappy
sometime my face come out with a smile doesn't mean I'm Happy
and
if i cry also doesn't not mean i'm sad
people u know how i wish i could said out everythings inside my heart
and
i really feel like crying out sometime but i know i must ren

I'm sad not because of my case
It's doesn't link to the case at all
coz i know as long as i'm happy and this road is i chose so i must take it and so far i didnt regret chose this road
because the more i fall the more successfully i will became

I'm sad is because of him and my future
until now i still cant find my dream and i really don know wat i want
i only know i want my life better then now and like the time I'm darm rich

as for him i'm really really very sad
but this is wat he want de so wat can i do
everyone have de right to go for he/her future
now u are juz likely to became last time de i
everydays use to drunk and drunk
after drunk i guess is drug ( i hope my guess is wrong)
u think now only u very xin gu ar
i see u like tat
my heart more xin gu then u and i really going to die u know
it's going to be 3year i fall for u le
how de time pass very fast

Ytd i miss u badly and i thinking about taking drug but i know i cant
coz i love you
after tat i didnt take but i went to drink until i drunk too
but before i went to drink
i pray to the love god tat ask him to bless u with the gal u love together forever
hope this wish will come true^^
and i know sure will come true
coz i use 100 percent heart to pray

but if there is a reture
i wish i could take away all your bad return and pass it to me
i don want u to get hurt same as me
as long as u happy Im happy^^

my time left not much le

2010-02-25T00:40:00.002+08:00

I juz hear a bad new
after hear it i feel so kelian for him
and he going to spent he's life for more then 10year inside
I really don understand
Y in this world must have a ghose?!
ya i know tat walk very long at night sure will met a ghost
but we didnt go harm the ghose y they have to harm us?

now i start to don trust anyone le
ruixiang i rmb tat i had told u before don trust anyone so easy
yet i trust someone and fall the trap

soon i will join him too le
but mine is spent around one year only

blog again
im tired le
night all

Juz a unlucky new years

2010-02-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

suddenly i feel like de time pass very slow
and today new year i lost quite a lot of money haiz
it's not juz hundred is THOUSAND
I'm really very unlucky
but nvm la new year mah
one year one time
u guys know tat from new year eve until now i almost everyday gamble until morning then left de table mah
wat a exhausted
today my friend coming over my house play again
hope win load ar hahha

I'm already found someone else is better then u
but then juz tat something is missing
now my heart is sleeping
i juz hope someone will find a key and open de door to wake her up again
but de key is missing so i guess is not so easily to find it
i already lost hope for de key le
N i really scare to get hurt again
the hurt getting is more and more hurt me
some more now i too young
all i have to said is everything juz let nature take place

HaPpy Chinese New year to everyone^^

2010-02-12T07:57:00.004+08:00

It's been so long i didnt blog le
People^^ want to know how my case le right
My next court session will be on 1st of March
I'm already very happy le ^^
even i"m going in soon
coz i can celebrate new year ^^
think after i get ang bao then i'll put all the money inside bank
wait until i come out use hahha

this few week i was busy with new year things
and i do all the housework in last min(juz done finish)
actually i don want to do at last min
coz sure very tired de
but no choice if i do early my sister sure will mixing up all the house again then I've to redo it-.-
and the time if i redo I sure will became crazy woman de
i really don understand them
they how old already still want to make the house dirty
the younger got sec 2 le leh not 2year old leh
when the time i primary3 my parent divorce-.-i already know how to make the house clear liao leh haiz
i'm really very tired le-.- ytd spent 9hour to do housework then now also cant sleep-.- i have to wait for the time pass until 10am then meet my mun go buy next year stuff come back then can sleep
haiz *tired* tired *tired*
but i'm happy after doing finish housework
although i'm tired but see my dad all very happy also very worth it hahah

I don know wat happen to my english like from bad to worst
maybe never sleep tat y ba
sorry if u don understand wat i'm trying to said

Anyway wish u all HaPpy Chinese New Year N Get more ang bao^^
oh ya if u guys got people want to gamble must jio me ar^^

wish u all the way

2010-01-30T01:42:00.002+08:00

Ruixiang HaPpy Birthday to u

now u 21 yeAR old le

feel so Happy for u

wish u EvEryDays BeCaMe

HanDsomE and HaPpy

2010-01-24T04:30:00.003+08:00

Been watching this show from Juz now and i laugh until stomach pain ^^

now i going to watch this show^^

wish u all the best

2010-01-23T19:27:00.003+08:00

No point doing one last thing for u le
you really hurt me load
this is the last time i get hurt from u
although really hurt me load
but better then long team hurt
wish u and her last long and stay happy
in the world is not so easy to find someone tat u love and she loved u too
so better treasure it
don wait until u lost it then regret
i guess in this world u maybe will find someone u love alot
but i guess u cant even find someone like me who love u so deeply

now on i will pay attention on my studies and work
I don dare to go and think about love anymore

during the time inside i will study hard to earn alot of money
and let those people who look down on me to see how i did it

i understand le

2010-01-23T01:54:00.002+08:00

Finally i understand wat u mean le
sorry for de past i didnt respect your decide
this time i know wat to do le
i will let go
but i let go doesn't mean i don love u is too love u tat y will let go you
love a person also not mean must with him right
so ruixiang as long as u happy i also happy ^^

don know when i will go in but i guess soon ba
now court 3 le hope i will celebrate new year then go in

tired

2010-01-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

Today i went to court

my next court session will be on

1Feb2010

9am

court3

now tired to blog

think night then blog again ba

i go rest first

today wake up very early plus no mood now -.-

brendaC-not tat i don want to go visit u is i got to go to court

sorry

get well soon^^

Pie-i never regret know u^^

thx for letting me knowing u^^

i will never ever forget your friendship:)

Love<3>

Brenda-ytd when i"m going to sleep de time i suddenly rmb of u

althought we seldon contact le

but does't mean u are not important to me and i'll forgot u

ruixiang-i know tat u will never even see wat i post on my blog

but i believe sure got one day u will see it

u know

everytime when i'm sad

disappointed

stress

quarrel with someone

how i wish u beside me ma

and all my mind will appeared u

No matter how u change or wat

my love for u still will be there

2010-01-18T16:18:00.002+08:00

ytd pie came to sembawang and meet me for her dinner hahah
so long didnt saw her le
then we took alot of picture
soon will update^^

now i got to go and bath le
cause i'm meeting her today
will blog again hahah

tC^^

should i go to sleep now?

2010-01-15T17:48:00.004+08:00

Past three days I have been spending my time inside de lock up for one day
then early in de morning i went to court
now i"m bail out for 30k if not is 80k de lucky i have lawyer
but now i have probation
(10pm to 6am i have to stay at home)
my next court session will be on 20Jan
hope everything will be all right
during de time inside my mind actually not worry about my case is thinking about him
haiz
wtf am i doing
but during inside i"m not boring la
cause got alot of story to hear
after hear finish de story i went to sleep and sleep

now should i sleep?
if i sleep then my time will change to days to night
and i cant go out le
but if now i don sleep i will be tired
haiz
wat should i do?

i really don know how to said my dad
i know he very good and care about me
but seriouly i really don want him to use money to solve my case
actually my Io told me tat i will be in Rtc or prisons around one year
then my mind was thinking tat better go in to de prisons
cause can reduce around 4 months and taggers
so go in only few months only
i don mind my dad make until worst
i only scare he get cheat because of me
haiz
let lady god bless him ba

I'm very happy N lucky to became my dad and mum daughter
ever we're rich or poor
i never regret
i love them load
when i come out
i sure treat them super well
and earn alot of money to let them enjoy their golden age

People who look down on me

better open your eye very big and see how i successfully

esp Northland people

i will prove to u tat even i'm bad

doesn't mean forever bad and cant study without your tought

u will regret tat wat u said and done

but those good to me i won't forget u

stress

2010-01-11T02:08:00.001+08:00

I'm stress-.-
i really don know wat u want it
and wat thing actually i want
i feel like i"m very weak
and want to take drug
but my mind told me tat i cant
because even i take drug the problem will still be there
and this is not me
i will take drug juz to play and happy
not because of stress
it's been so long i didnt play le
and the last time i play is ice about 4months ago
i really wish I'm u
so i know wat u been thinking at-.-
anyone can help me
I'm really tired and stress
i'm a person tat not so easy to stress de
how come this time will like tat
i think i really had put so much feeling on u le ba

Tml evening I'm free who want to meet me ?
don said i not good ar
give me a call

i'm disappointed

2010-01-09T00:30:00.003+08:00

Today i went to sch and i'm disappointed
I'm not disappointed became i can't go back to study
is de sch

一时的坏不代表一辈子的坏
不要告诉我你没做过坏事
人就是要走过才会长大
你大我很多你不知道这个道理啊
而写坏有分很多种
有好的坏和不好的坏
我想你的思想还不会想
读这么多书头脑这样也没用

after went to sch i suddenly feel like don want to study le
haiz
i think i really need to think about my future

i need your word

2010-01-08T04:26:00.002+08:00

I just went back home
so tired right now and cant sleep-.-
became tml morning i have alot of thing to do and need to go alot of places
scare tat sleep le cant wake up-.-
tml i got go back to sch too^^
juz want to ask tat i still can go back to sch study ma-.-
haiz my feeling tell me tat cant
if i can go back it's help alot to my case tat y is a *must go back*

this coming 12 i need to go back to cantoment and i will know when is my court date le-.-
i also wish faster end this case
so tat i can plan my thng well^^
don know y today got alot of people jio me out^^

brendaC-
sorry today you called me to go meet u but i not free-.-
haiz everytime u call at wrong time de leii-.-
i think our fate only left abit le ba-.-

shawna-
sorry today scold u
i don know is u tat y were scold u hahah
who tell u when i asking who are u then u don tell me ^^

pie-
sorry too cant meet u today m(-.-)m
will meet u soon hahah
i really wish tat we can go back same as last time
not tat i didnt contact u
is u got new friend don want me le-.-

geokting-
cheer up^^
stay stronger:)
JyJy^^
meet u soon^^
tC^^

Ruixiang-
juz now my heart was pain when i thinking about u
u know when my heart pain I'm very worry about u?
i guess u don know ba
Y fate everytime want to make a joke with me?
i really don know y i will fall for u
it's already 2 year i fall for u le
I'm very tired
i really don want to continuce anymore
but heart don allow me-.-
it's been long time i didnt saw u
alot of people told me actually my heart already fake le
because i too long never see u -.-
after tat i asking myself izzit my heart already fake le?
end up the ans is No^^
because when i called u my heart will jump until very fast^^
the feeling everytime will appare juz of u
i guess tat is call love ba
your birthday coming soon le
should i but present for u?
and if i but u will take?
No matter u with who i wish u HaPpy^^

sick

2010-01-05T23:26:00.002+08:00

Ytd until now i still haven sleep yet-.-
(i think i have Insomnia=.=)
then early in the morning i called brenda and bring her to school^^
see i treat her so good right^^
Now she is a big liar
de time don know who said after i discharge will come over to my place accompany me hor
i think i must wait until i jump into the coffer then she will come hahha
but after today we meet i feel like we have a big distance
i'm so sad;'(
because her attitude had change
haiz nvm la
As a human sure will chnage their attitude while growing older
if not were still call human meh-.-

After so many things had happen to me
i learn alot of things
thx for de happening if not maybe my mind was still not mature
Everyone have to walk past their way if not they cant find de way exit
先苦后甜 is de best

pie get well soon^^

i hate u treat me like this
i prefer u scold me
i really miss u load
is quite a long time i didnt see u le
but my feeling is more deep for u

HaPpy New Year

2010-01-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE^^

Ytd went to club zone for drink then i was drunk
so ps lo
but at least i know de way to go back home hahah
Juz now i went to yishun to have my dinner with my sis and dad
after tat went to buy top up card and i hate de people who sell it to me
she is fcuking attitude *kao* i sweat i wont go buy from her again

ytd when i go to pub i suddenly think of you and was sad haiz

sick

2009-12-31T07:02:00.005+08:00

Good Morning Everyone^^
Today is New year Eve yet I'm having fever errrrr
Now i feel like very giddy and want to vomit haiz
think later go take some medicine then go sleep ba
don think today can go celebrate le
nvm la
i also don like to go to alot of people place:)

i really lost my way:(

2009-12-29T04:28:00.003+08:00

Sophina HaPpy Birthday!!!

sometime i really don know wat i want it:(
i think this time i really lost my way
sometime when u saw a person then your heartbeat will jump very fast izzit mean tat u love him?!
if yes tat mean i"m still in loving with u
how i wish now de clock will turn back
because can see u everyday
if time really can turn back the first thing i will do is hug u and tell u how much i miss u:(
and treasure every min and sec to see u
ya is abit mushy
but all are real word from my heart
now think back I'm so stupid
Y don treasure at tat time
everytime people look at me like very strong actually i'm not strong
after all i'm still a woman:( l
until now i still don know wat i want and wat should i do
u know everytime when i find out tat u have gf my heart was broke into many pieces
and wheneve u sweet talk to other gals tat is younger then me alot my heart was like....
all i had walk past le and now i lost my way

juz want to wish

2009-12-25T22:38:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISMAS TO EVERYONE
Enjoy your days^^

2009-12-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

等别人对待你就想你对我一样那才知道我有多痛!

today i went to cantonment report
my Io told me tat i will be charge to court soon
hope i can celebrate this year chinese new year
I'm sad right now but wat can i do
who ask me go do this thing also cant blame other people
only can blame myself
watever i do must take de responsibly

today i went to alot of place quit tired de
think going to sleep le ba

everything are settle down le
only u are de one i"m worry
izzit must let u know de pain le then u will know how i feel it?!
i hate it
i really very miss u badly
i promise u i will study well

miss you load + tired

2009-12-15T02:08:00.005+08:00

Today Andrew come to sembawang meet me and treat me for dinner
i was so ps lo -.- btw thx for de dinner la hahah
after tat i went to Hougang do thing and slack with friend
haiz so tired after tat i went back home and guess wat?!
my head pain again-.-
until now still pain lo haiz
but i very surprise coz juz now my head pain i still can wash my cloth hahah
tml don think have any program ba
haiz think will stay at home or go to bugis pray
hahha most properly think will be at home

today i sleep i dream of you^^
i very happy when i"m awake hahah
but see u so stress yet i cant do anything;(
only can watch and feel it but cant help
u know how sad am i right now-.-
i hate myself so useless:(
now i don know can said u wat
is not don know how to said is scare said le u will not happy and scold me
u scold me i don mind
i only mind you sad
but how i also want to said
because i want you to wake up

don be so 天真 to trust someone so easy and treat them like your own brother even their mouth keep said you're their brother or call u brother
in the world their are three type of brother

1st is only use their mouth said you're brother but when u got problem they run first
(this only can treat them like friend but cant trust them)
2nd is your own blood brother
(because most of your own blood brother when see u in trouble how also they will help u settle even want their life also can)
3rd is with you after so many year brother
(this must see de solution le sometime even your close blood brother also will harm you<100> )

but de better is don trust people trust yourself
i told u before le -.-
if u see this text u sure will said me tat wat i know and don be so KPO right?
ya i don know anything i only know i don wish u get hurt and i like you
see you get hurt u know my heart how pain mah ;'(

think now i go sleep awhile ba maybe my head will be better!!

you really hurt me alot

2009-12-12T04:33:00.003+08:00

Now already 4plus le yet i still haven sleep
now my mind was all over you
haiz everytime i keep telling myself to give up u
end up i more love you
Y fate like to kidding with people
make me fall for u so deep end up u don love me
i don mind waiting for you even u don love me or end up we cant be together
i only hope tat you don keep give me fake hope
i know tat u don want to hurt me coz u are a nice guy to me
because i know u are nice guy tat y i will fall for u so deep
i prefer u cheap me something also don like tat hurt me
it's more hurt tat u treat me this way
ruixiang i also know now u only wish to play around coz maybe u too young
u don want so early to tight by a gals if i am not wrong
but everytime i heard tat you have a galfriend u know my heart feel like wat mah:'(
and you know everytime i"m thinking and worry about u
nobody will know how i feel it

now i don wish to be with u
but i wish u can be HaPpy everyday N every min even i not beside you

don wait until u lost it le then regret
Is not easy to find someone u love and she/he loved you too
so must treasure everything tat u had right now

said i don love u is lie to u

2009-12-11T22:59:00.004+08:00

Ytd went to cantonment report my io told me on 23rd dec need to go to court*sad*
but i didnt regret doing all those thing
coz watever u do must take the responsible

this few day i feel like want to sleep and sleeping don which to wake up
haiz
now no mood to blog see later i got mood to blog mah then zai blog ba

now i start miss u le haiz

2009-12-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired-.-
this coming monday i need to go back to Ttsh
arrr so sian
today i went out with some of my friend
they quite funny la hahah
but today i don have tat much mood to entertain them-.-
all my mind for today is him haiz
sian sian sian

tml think no place to go le ba maybe i will stay at home alone-.-
so kelian hor-.-
hahah think late abit wo zai update ba
see my mood first^^

tired tired tired

2009-12-03T01:49:00.003+08:00

I headache again haiz juz took my medicine now very sleepy-.-
my head still haven okay yet but better then last time :)
last time everyday my head will pain,vomit and giddy but now seldom happen
scare tat i must take de medicine everyday -.-
i hate de medicine?!
u know last time i eat de medicine(everyday)my days was sleep and sleep and sleep don need to eat de
i don like this type of life -.-
now i very tired and sleepy
think i go sleep ba
goodnight

Ytd i dream of you until now I'm still happy hahah

Am i lucky or unlucky today

2009-12-02T01:10:00.002+08:00

Today i really fall sleep at morning -.-
end up wake up at 10am then still don want to go bath and work
so sms my boss said i will be late cause got something on
(actually the something on is sleeping hahah)
I'm so bad hor first day work ju like tat -.-
also no choice la cause i not enough sleep will have attitude -.-
I hate my attitude?!
then guess wat?
i wake up at 1pm then faster go bath and went work
reach there around 3plus -.-
(now u all sure thinking tat i will get scold right end up don have hahaha)
after tat reach there learn all the new thing:)
quite easy de la hahah
cause the thing down there most of it is sold out hahaha
so learn all actually is like 1+1 hahah

after tat my sister go smoke then i follow lo
when we smoke we talk alot of thing :)
then i told her thursday i need to off
because i need to report to cantonment but how to inform them?
u guess wat she told me
she ask me to tell them honestly because they very qian cai de
end up i listen to her
because i also don like to lie to people
when i go back work i told my boss i need to off on thursday then he ask me y
then i honestly told them lo
GUESS WAT:)
after tat i go toilet come back my boss told me one bad new
GUESS WAT BAD NEW AGAIN:)
they said want to fired me
WTF
but for me is okay la
cause at first wo ju don want to work at the place le
i will work at there because my sister also working there and new year coming soon plus i don want to stay at home doing nothing and he too
know Y i don want to work too?
where got working time boss drink beer de
somemore the paid very low leii per month 1200 only
like this nvm leii
the boss look like very pervert lo
end up i never guess wrong
when i left the boss keep message me
so irritating
ask me where i will go
and wat i doing
and alot alot-.-

after i left i go interview de starhub job
i very surprise
they hire me hahaha
i will start the new job on 3rd of dec :)*HaPpy*

Tml i will be going to bugis with my mum
Juz don know go for wat
but nvm la juz accompany her ba hahha

I miss you right now
i only can keep into myself
nobody know how much love i put in
and the missing of you
i really can wei le u
don play drug and be a good gal
now i only can use work to forget u
Y fate like to give me a big joke

忽然很想你

2009-12-01T01:10:00.010+08:00

Baobei HaPpy 1year 5months Anniversary:D

so long didnt blog also don know wat to blog hahah
tml start work don know how will it be hor
i think i will be very tired de
cause i juz wake up then later sure around 4something sleep de
then tml how to wake up go work haiz sure tired until crazy -.-

I so angry with my phone don know wat happen to my phone
now then i recide all my message kns-.-

Tot want to upload song de but i forgot how to upload le -.-
haiz nvm people try to listen this song ba
quite niec de <忽然很想你>

Hey got any people want to work then cant find job?!
i can intro some
so people don message me ask me got any job intro ar hahah

Sell cloth de
68533370(amk hub)
81385110(children cloth)
91071000(children cloth )
81836993(bugis)
68427998(NET)
98273833(sale ORchard)
67484235(Dakra<1st>
63826876(G2000)
84888235(Novena)
98001800
96662287

manicurist
90686999(Orchard)
92229961
62892434(good)

Beauty
62263361
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Other Job
81042628(sale )
62837812(Carol)
62305328(cecilia )
68482019(cus sevies)
96725056(door to door)
98160973(flyer)

ya missing you badly but wat can i do-.-

2009-11-29T13:27:00.003+08:00

since so long i didnt update my blog le
maybe some of my reader run away le haha
but i sure they will be back soon ^^

ytd I'm at my grandma house looking after Asher :P
think later going back soon le ba
cause quite boring de -.-

my case still pending sometime i almost forgot tat i got case on hahah
but don worry those dAY i didnt do anything wrong
cause i know once i do anything wrong i sure go in without waiting
so this coming month i must ren
JYJY

this coming tuesday i start work at IMM with my sister
think don have much time to update blog but i will try my best to update de

gtg le *busy*
tC
tag will be reply some other day
sorry

+_+

2009-11-07T17:48:00.003+08:00

Haiz sian tuesday need to go cantonment report again
If i never guess wrong this coming tuesday i'll know when i going court ba
TIME PAST SO FAST
ytd meeting kelly awhile then went to play hourse :)
guess wat ?!:)
i win $115 haha
but the money tuesday then can get-.-
Sunday still got hourse don know want to play again mah ^^haha
I'm still sick-.-
think monday i need to go see doc again-.-
Later i meeting Jerlin having my breakfast
I from morning untill now still haven eat
she so late now I'm abit hungry -.-
but still have to wait for her who ask her is my baobei:)

EVERYTIME I ASK U TO GO OUT OR WANT TO MEET U
THEN U EVERYTIME WILL USE SAME EXCUSE TO ME
I TELL U
U DON NEED TO USE SAME EXCUSE ANYMORE
I WONT CALL U AND MEET U LE
WAT FOUR YEAR SISTER ?!
SINCE I BEING CAUGHT BY CNB WHEN DIDNT U MEET ME
U GO ASK YOURSELF LA IF U IS ME HOW U WILL FEEL
DON NEED TO THINK WHO AM I SAYING IS U BRENDA CHEN KIA MIN

How come this time round i thinking of u my tear wont drop anymore
Izzit my love for u is no longer Love anymore or i already use to it
I really don know wat should i do
I only know i very miss u right now

I'm really very sad and disappointed
y u have to do this to me
four years friendship end up is like this haiz
I really cant bear to let go this friendship
wish u all de best

-.-

2009-11-01T16:43:00.004+08:00

Haha since so long i didnt blog le

cause after the last post i was in hospital for 3days

after tat was resting at home

now days i really scare to update my blog le

cause whenever i update i sure will think of him

this few week i keep dream of him and drop tear for him again

i don know wat happen i only know i very week

y i so week

i hate myself being so week on him

i told myself i wont drop tear for him anymore

but i juz cant control myself

i know i juz waste my time

but i think is worth it

LOVE THING REALLY HARD TO SAID AND I VERY TIRED TO SAID TOO LE

I HATE U MAKE ME BECAME THIS
BUT I LOVE YOU MORE THAN HATE

sick;(.....

2009-10-18T19:34:00.002+08:00

Ifrom ytd until now still haven sleep
was so tired right now-.-
today early in de morning i go meet Jerlin baobei:)
i juz come back only hahha
but now my head was so giddy
juz now at northpoint my head already very pain and giddy le
end up no chioce have to take cab home even don have much money left-.-
end up when i drop down at my house down stair i vomit it out
cause too giddy until i cant take it -.-
now i go remove my make-up then go bath cai can sleep
even how tired and lazy am i now but still have to do it-.-
hahha don know y now feel like update my blog
once de thing i feel like do it i sure will do even how tired and giddy am i now
tat is me:)
want to do ju do don want to do how u force me i also wont do it
now i feel like 晕倒-.-
i think i cant blog anymore
now i only hope my thing faster done then go sleep
this time round i sleep sure will sleep until tml morning
i want to change my life time
if i continue like this sure will get older very fast
anyway today very happy la^^

everything is clear

2009-10-17T03:07:00.002+08:00

tot today wont blog want cause no mood-.-
don know y now feel like update blog
haiz
now my back was so pain don know y-.-
must be juz now when i sleeping then get injure de
was so pain right now-.-

i fail my last step -.-
haiz everything let nature take place ba

i go watch my show le will blog again

^^

2009-10-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hey people got miss me:)
been mia for so many days
I think i really need alot of time to recoved
those days i feel like walking alone
don want to meet anyone
don want to talk to anyone even message
i juz want to find a quite place to be alone and think
cause i really need time to given up on him
now days before i'm sleeping he is de last guy who I'm thinking
even i sleep also can dream of him
i think now i juz only left one more step to given up on him

hey people don worry about my case ar
if i never guess wrong next year before my bday i'll go in about one year ba
i still have alot of time left
i will treasure all de time right now

^^

2009-10-05T19:16:00.013+08:00

That's her Favourite/

She loves me lah! :D hahah

I studying so hard leh. Inside Library! :D

Me & my Sister!

Today went to yishun tot want to see doc de
end up when i reach there already close le
haiz

is okay tml zai go ba

i went to see doc because this few week my head very pain-.-

the pain is non-stop
i hate my head when it's pain
now start to pain again haiz

HaPpy HaPpy Sad Sad

2009-09-28T04:03:00.004+08:00

I don know how to said Juz now thing
i only know tat now i very regret
Juz now i message ruixiang then he reply me but the message really make me very sad
end up he called me then i reject he's call
I'm so regret now
but then I have no choice
i cant like last time everything let him
because de more i let him de more he don see me and hate me
last time i will let him win becuase i truly love him
haiz
but then he call me i very happy la
i still rmb de time he's called me lo
is 1020pm^^
later 11am I'm going back to northland sec settle my thing
after tat went to find lawyer again
the most suffer for me is not i going in
is when I'm about to going in still cant see ruixiang
haiz
nvm la i already know le
seriouly i had enough for those past two year de hurt tat ruixiang given to me
not tat i don love ruixiang anymore
is i really had enough le
my tears for him already dry
really i wont be same as last time treat him le
everything let him win
this time not my fault i will fight for it
everythings let time and nature take place ba

Ruixiang onces de thing i said i sure will do
i wont forgetten the promises

everything had change

2009-09-20T20:14:00.002+08:00

Later i'm going to sp
but then i don know want to go anot
because everytime i go got alot of thing happen de
i like to go sp alot but then everytime got alot of thing happen de
haiz
think i go ba
cause i want to buy thing
keke
everything juz let nature take place ba

i miss him alot right now
said want to give up
but then still love him alot
haiz

wat should i do?!
u know I'm really worry about u mah
while i worry about u now
maybe u now being with a gals
but then as long as u happy can le la
now i don want to being with u
seriouly as long as u happy can le
tat my wish

but u had change alot
i don know wat thing happen to u make u change alot
sure something very sad thing happen to u
tC'

now im going to sp le
maybe when i come back zai blog ba

Tired+loving

2009-09-20T01:10:00.002+08:00

Juz take cab went to hougang and faster take cab back-.-
the cab fair was so exp it
but no choice
because i was fcuking tired
once i promise people thing i must done it
seriouly i'm thnking tat didnt i know wrong people until now or didnt i too trust people le

ruixiang u had change
change until a person tat i don know
i don know is i too understand u
or at first wo ju don understand u at all
not tat everything u want ju u want
u don want ju can don want
last time i also same as u
but thing we cant contral it
but then now it already too late
don wait until u lost it zai treasure and regret it
i really don wish this thing happen to u

now i'm feeling sleepy
feel like going to sleep
think i go to sleep first ba

goodnight:)

:(....

2009-09-19T19:56:00.002+08:00

I'm Really very disappointed on you-.-
How u treat me I'll treat u back
I only can said good lucky to u
once de thing broke it's wont be back again

I'm fcuking very lucky

2009-09-16T19:07:00.003+08:00

Hey People don call my phone look for me le

My phone are in police station

not with me

Anything Juz text my blog i will reply u soon

past two day ago i kanna caught by police-.-
because of drug
today Juz come out
this time round no longer at amk hq le
is at cantonment:(
i being charge by 13sentence :(
i will apply lawyer to fight to the end

haiz I sure will go in de
but don know the sentence is short or long and at where -.-
tml and two week later i need to go back to cantonment report
the place so far haiz
this time very specious
when i'm inside i know i sure will be going for court
but don know is when
i'm not scare i go in because i know watever bad thing u do sure will get the punishing
but i really scare i cant come out to see ruixiang
when i'm inside i keep sleep and sleep beside sleep i miss ruixiang alot -.-
really alot haiz

the CnB very bad?!
fcuking very bad-.-
keep want me to tell him who i get from
they think I'm the person tat will tell them
end up i didnt tell them they charge me traffic
i sure will fight for it de fcuk
i don want to said le de more i said de more angry am i

people now is i want to meet u all also cant le
because i'm going in soon
u all have to take good care of yourself

ruixiang how i wish i can meet u now-.-
this is my wish before i go in haiz

only u can make me lost myself

2009-09-13T13:38:00.008+08:00

Suddenly don have de mood to blog

haiz

This few days i was busy with my la la land^^

keke

i don know y i can sleep and sleep and sleep until i lazy to wake up -.-

now so tired -.-

de more i sleep de more tired am i

haiz

pie-haiz yo don said i not good never jio u out when i free hor is u too busy with dating^^

Enjoy^^meet you soon

Jerlin baobei-I miss u la stupid^^

i never call u then u wont call me de ar:)

BrendaC-u also another one same as pie hor^^

want guy don want me liao la *sad*

when u free then give me a call meet me ba^^

even on tat day i not free also will die die take out my time meet u^^

only u then got hor ^^

keke

Get well soon^^

brenda-JyJy for your N level:)

Stay happy^^

Ruixiang-This few days keep raining rmb don get cold N sick

must take good care of yourself

Stay happy

u very bad leii

2009-09-07T05:51:00.005+08:00

Good morning:)
Hahah i from ytd until now haven sleep yet
don know now is my good morning or good night^^
Ytd night i went out with my friend to alot of place
And the alot of place only two place let me rmb two people
First is ruixiang the place at Amk to geylang
Another place is Amk the person is Brenda C
after tat reach home around 2plus *tired*
The tired is not tat kind of sleepy
the tired is u tired but cant sleep (because i sleep alot in this two day)

after tat was busy with housework until now then can rest
hahah i like the feeling tat do finish de housework
because it feel very relax and very clear
but i hate de feeling tat when i do finish housework go sleep then wake up
because it messy again
Haiz

Juz now when i doing housework my mind was thinking about ruixiang and de past tat i with him
suddenly i rmb one sentence he had told me "Got guy want to jio u then u accept la Y u so stupid"the time i saw this message my feeling was very sad and angry then my heart was like broke into many piece
its take alot of day for me to recover
and y must i accept guy when my heart got him
after tat i very angry and show it to him
i really accept one of the guy tat jio me
end up Ruixiang win
i lost
because i really cant take it when my heart got someone i with other guy together
i with the guy less then 2week ju break
because inside my heart de more day i with other guy together
the more i feel very sorry to ruixiang but not the guy
and became more love ruixiang
tat y when i fall in love with ruixiang i didnt even go think for any guy
haiz

blog again
I go rest first quite tired le

I miss you alot right now

2009-09-04T19:47:00.004+08:00

I Juz wake up-.-
because inside my room very cool until i cant sleep-.-
Now my head feel very pain-.-
waolao the pain make me want to cry liao la ;(
seriouly i don know wat happen to me this few day
everytime feel like sleeping and tired
then if i sleep le sure wake up very fast
but i know myself very well
if i really sleep well sure will MIA my friend got more then 24hour
suddenly i miss ruixiang alot
I miss de day
i stay in this world got 16 le
but the year tat make me feel very happy is 2007
although the year i got alot of bad thing happen
but is still de year i like it

Today is de first time tat i update my blog de text so long:)
i really cant take it the pain anymore
i go rest first

Juz come back from amk Hq tired

2009-09-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

Juz now i went to Amk Hq police station Report about my Ah long thing
I was fcuking very angry with the weather
is very very very hot lo
somemore i don have enought sleep and very tired-.-
like this nvm leii
And i also fcuking very angry with the police tat told me wat will going on with my case
he anyhow said thing when my IO is not around there lo
He told me tat my IO want to charge me sec 14(1) cap 188 illegal lending money
the time i was surprice and angry after tat i scold the police and tell him i want to spoke to my IO than he make a call for me i also scold my IO
because really mah
i didnt do any wrong thing wat for their want to charge me
the time i will go back to Hq lock up they can laught liao hor
after i asking and scolding my IO
he ask me to go back first and wait for de call
he still said he didnt charge me
This case only investigation
after tat i really cant take it the sun and i very sleepy so i decide to take cab home and didnt went out
now i'm tired too-.-
but then seriouly u didnt do anything wrong they want to charge u
u sure angry and scold them back right plus de time i really very tired and sleepy
cause 3day i only sleep 7hour
Really tired -.-
somemore i didnt sleep i will have ap then the police men come and make me
i sure scold him de mah
the police men very lucky ar
keke

oh ya i find out my blog got alot of people read only never tag me:(
and even tag me also never use their real name :(
people tag me use your real name k ^^
i wont eat people de la hahah^^
and y some people like to read other people blog then don tag ar???

I said until here ba
I go sleep le
very sleepy plus tired now
wake up maybe will blog again^^
if i very free ^^
goodnight:)

I Juz have a nightmare

2009-09-04T07:57:00.005+08:00

Past two day ago i didnt sleep -.-
Finally ytd night i fall sleep at 11plus^^
but then today early in the morning 0630am i awake
because i have a nightmare
wth-.-
wo dream dao ruixiang have a new girlfriend?!
her name call don know wat shirley ar i forgot her name already
and then her gf was look like xiao meimei the most worst thing is ruixiang move to her house stay(in my dream is nana tag me at my blog told me ruixiang move to her gf house tat y i know haha but she tag me after ruixiang tag me ->) and ruixiang come to my blog tag me tat ask me don contact him anymore and alot alot i forgot le
so end up i awake so early and i got try to sleep back
but then ju shi cant sleep back and my mind was all about ruixiang :(
so i decide not to sleep back le but now I'm tired -.-
Later i still need to go back to amk Hq report-.-
because of de ah long thing la *kao*
I not scare i kanna anything or wat is very lazy lo
need to go yck then back to sembawang
plus i not enough sleep and very tired
this week i go police station got two time le leii
I'm fcuking very lucky every hungry ghost year i sure kanna caught by police and hold in the custody
tat y ytd morning i went to 观音庙 with my mun to pray
then very real lo
I make a brief comment about my Love relationship
is a good comment
No.45
Be Flexible in your ways.A good person will reap good rewards.to the lucky soul who get this "chiam", is like a very thirsty person getting water to drink.
INTERPRETATION: Good
The gods and buddha will aid you,do not foolish and forget them.

when ytd i see it suddenly i feel like very stress and got thing i don understand :(
Ruixiang ask me to give up on him then suddenly i get this comment from gods ask me don be so foolish to give him and said i got chance Juz wait only
but in the real life i don think i and ruixiang got anymore chance le
he make me have a feeling tat he's don like me and hate me
I really don dare to go think anymore
I scare de more i think
de more i love him very deep like last time
until watever he want i will try my best to give him
but then he not the guy la :)
From last time until now he didnt even ask anything from me
only ask me don fall for him and give up on him
All the thing he ask i sure will do and give
even want my life i also don mind
I'm willing to die for him
seriouly don laught
yup is trust I'm foolish and stupid
but as for me he is the only right and fit guy tat i will do
(don said my family la)
and i swear if i can give up ruixiang i sure wont love a guy very deep like how i love ruixiang past and now
yup future who know?!
but i'll try my best don put so much feeling on any guy anymore once i give up ruixiang
Being love is very xinfu but love a person is very xingu thing
but then inside de xingu got happy too hor
haiz ya
I really tired liao la
i think if i can give up ruixiang i really need a very good rest

but then seriouly If one day really got people want to take knife to kill him
I'm also willing to run infront of ruixiang injury for him and take away the pain from him
(not run as far as ruixiang don care him how hor -.-
If i do this my name not call kathie)
but only the thing tat i cant do is give up on him and tat is the thing he ask me to do
I got try before to give up on him not tat i didnt try
maybe i really need alot alot of time to give up on him
It take one sec to fall in love with a person but once u want to give up a person tat u love
it take alot of time maybe one week,one month,one year,ten year or even whole of your life
If feeling can control ju hao le:(
Actually feeling can control leii but then the first place i do wrong thing is put too much feeling le
i don know how to explain tat how u control your feeling tat how exactly u put
is the first sign tat u fall for a person de time the first feeling

i think now everything let nature take place ba
my feeling for him already became tired but still love him tat kind of feeling
so far i really never regret love him
even i never be with him
我不介意为了他得不到回报
自要他开心就是我的回报
是你的就是你的
别人要挣也挣不到
不是你的挣到要死要活也不是你的

sorry my english not so good
but then u try to understand la haha
if don understand zai tag me
see?! never study the result

Fcuking tired -.-

2009-09-02T05:22:00.004+08:00

sian

2009-08-28T16:30:00.002+08:00

don know y this few day don feel like blog
ytd i went to sembawang shopping central buy alot of thing spent almost one hundred for house thing
going to broke liao la if keep spending money like this
sian ar stay at home suddenly feel like going to amk hahha
but now i cant go anywhere instead of staying at home
think later go sembawang shopping central eat hahha

sian think i offline go watch tv le ba haha

suddenly i very miss u
going to rain soon don get cold must know how to take good care of yourself
today is u inside de army 168day time pass very fast
hope tat u faster ORD haha

Tired Tired tired

2009-08-25T23:26:00.013+08:00

wth this all picture eraly i upload le than suddenly laptop shut down

end up redo again haiz

i do until i tired le

i go sleep first:(

blog again tonight:)

Sick:(

2009-08-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

I Juz go see doc come back:(
my head very pain and i'm having fever:(
doc give me 6day MC surprice right:)
the doc so good to me hahah
now i fcuking very cold:(
Later I'm going back to school Find Brenda cause i miss her la hahah
Brenda see I so good
sick still go find u hahah
but don know want to meet pie mah haiz
I juz called her but she in sch
think today all my days will be in yishun ba
now u all must be thinking y i sick go out don want to rest at home right?
Because i juz now almost fight with my frined at my house lucky my other friend stop me
he fcuking cb lo
bring friend come up to my house never inform me some more i don know he's friend too
if this time i never scold him than my house will be hotel liao la
than before police come up to my house i must go out mah if not later got alot of thing happen again haiz so lucky this month
everyday got link to police

i don said le la de more i said de more i angry
haiz

ytd i miss u again and cry for u wtf am i doing haiz

kanna caught again;(

2009-08-23T20:03:00.005+08:00

This few day Don know y i very unlucky Now i have to report to CnB per week two day:( because past few days i kanna caught by CID of ah long thing:(
Like this nvm leii ytd because of one gals make alot of people kanna caught lucky i run very fast if not today sleep at amk HQ again
some more this thing today new paper got come out
they anyhow said want lo;(
:(
haiz
Actually i never blame the gals la
she only love her boyfrined too much tat y she will do this-.-
but than i don know y leii
if u really love a person u should let him happy mah y must do this kind of thing?! if she want to show tat he's boyfriend really love him or wat than do this kind of thing wat for?!
If your boyfriend really love u wei le u quarrel with he's brother u will happy meh?!
ya u happy if he's really love you wei le u fight
but than your boyfriend will lost a good brother do u think he's happy ?!
if he not happy, u happy this not call love
cause if u really love him he sad u also sad wat

tat y sometime i said guy don wei le gals fight is really very wat

now i really don know how my future
stress stress stress :(
how i wish u now beside me gave me comment:(

i don know wat happen to my blog after reply Nana ju cant reply anyone le
i'll reply here :)

passerby-thank for visit my blog one year:)
Ruixiang is a nice guy:)if not y i will love him for 2 year:)
and he didnt ask me to miss him and love him is i willing to do
i have no regret doing this althought is very xin gu
and so wat if i love him?
Love a person does not mean u have to be with him as long as he's happy can le
tat my thinking right now:)
btw thank:)

NIC-link u once i free:)

sophina-sure:)
haha if i never work u want to yang me ar:)haha

I miss u load

2009-08-17T03:31:00.003+08:00

Wth I juz delete my phone all the song and picture:(
now have to upload again:(
waste time
think i juz let it be ba

suddenly very miss ruixiang ;(
I miss de time we at sembawang spent time together
i really miss u load k
haiz
how i wish can see u again
don know y now my heart start to pain again
Juz now saw your Friendster
u look very sad cheep up k;)
u sad because of other gals
how i wish to be the gals,the gals so xin fu:)but if i'm de gals i wont let u sad i'll make u happy forever and take away all your sadness make u laugh everydays
u sad for other gals i sad for u haiz

I go sleep le goodnight all

ruixiang i miss you load

2009-08-16T04:37:00.002+08:00

Pie HaPpy 1st Year Anniversary:)

The time past so fast:) fast until being pie with xiaokit one year:)and love ruixiang around 2year:)friendship with brenda 4year hahah

I from ytd until now haven sleep so tired

blog again tonight:)

-.-

2009-08-10T23:53:00.005+08:00

I Juz end work so tired right now ;(
but still can blog awhile zai go sleep cause Tml I'm off^^
tml i need to go report tat y cai off
ytd i sleep around 3plus than wake up at 0630A.m tat y now i'm tired
but i very angry with my boss and i like my boss haha
Angry is today she said i work at 0730 than she will come and pick me end up she sleep overhead wake up at 10plus haiz
Like is she still court my paid hahah

I'm tired le i don have de energy to quarrel with u,u want to think wat ju go think la i said i will buy for u ju will buy for u
everytime we quarrel i let u win (sometime not mine fault)but y u juz cant understand me haiz

I'm really very tired

goodnight all

time pass so fast

2009-08-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today early in the morning went to Cp with friend
de weather for today is fcuking very hot i hate it
after tat i went down less than one hour ju take cab go back home le
I really cant take it the weather is really really very hot plus i very sleepy:(
everytime i not enough sleep at first sure will play with my friend until crazy and our laugh is non-stop de after awhile play until we fcuking tired le wo ju will give my friend ap
today I really scare i give my friend ap tat y faster take cab went back home
sometime i really hate when i give my friend attidute but everytime my attidute is when i not enough sleep cai will happen de not tat i want it de
after tat i went back home:) bath hao le^^ chat on phone awhile zai fall sleep
i tot i will wake up at mid-night end up 8pm ju wake up le cause my phone keep rang haiz now i'm so sleepy i go sleep le
everyone goodnight sweet dream sleep tight tight:)

pie-sorry Juz now when u sad called me i'm abit busy and i cant meet u
really sorry when this time u sad i cant stand beside u
sorry
cheer up k:) Give me a smile k:)

BrendaC-get well soon;)
I will relink u next time k now i'm very sleepy

Brenda-miss u la haha u ar everytime like tat de leii

I miss you load

2009-08-09T02:28:00.004+08:00

This few days my head very pain now still pain:('
who can help me ;(
the pain really can kill me

how i wish u now beside me;(

Today didnt went anywhere ;)
HAPpy National day to All
I'm so lonely celebrate myself hahah nvm la i also no mood to celebrate also;(

Baobei- I miss you alot ;(
lucky u now online haha

Pie- so sorry today

BrendaC- you ar start to gamble ju don want me again haiz said want to call me back also never

Love hurt

2009-08-08T01:09:00.005+08:00

This few days i don know wat happen to me keep laugh and laugh non-stop
while play mahjong with friend everyone keep silent than i don know how come i'll laugh than my friend scold me crazy woman i really don know how come i will laugh and laugh non-stop
a little thing i will also laugh non-stop i think i really crazy liao la hahah

I have find a new job the paid quite high de:)
i'll be working at yishun
Monday start work:)
Now i want to cong my job make myself busy and forget u
who want to find job contact me :)

I'll treasure u

2009-08-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

Everything had pass I will try to forget u:)
I'm sure i can do it de:)JyJy
I never regret fall in love with u during this 2years even we didnt became real couple before
because of u i have learn alot of thing :)Thx
Now i'm growing up as u said de i'm no longer small gals anymore le i must know how to think i'll rmb watever u told me before i wont forget every word tat u told me de
ytd i drop tear for u again cause i too miss u le :(. . .
u knoe when i drop tear for u again i scolding myself;(

Friday I'll be going back to sch to settle my CnB;)
u all got miss me or forget me le

baobei-miss you la :)contact me soon

pie-meet up soon k:)No matter wat u do or happen i'll still be standing by your side

BrendaC-u had change alot.haiz i don know how to said

kelly-meet up soon ar:)

^^

2009-08-02T07:03:00.005+08:00

^^so long didnt blog le
now don know where should i start first :)
this few days my days are sadness more than happiness :(. . .
cause past few days ago I called ruixiang we said alot of thing but the more we said de more i feel very sad
after hang phone with him i cry like hell but my friend all beside me at my house i cant cry out so i run to other room to cry and i suddenly don know y my mind first person is brenda:)
so i called brenda but she is in sch study cant accompany me chat ;(. . .
that day i cry four time lo this is first time i cry four time for ruixiang per days and everytime i cry got more than half an hour and my eye are sallow ;( after tat i don dare to go out hahah
ya i got said before i wont drop tear for any guy anymore
but i juz don know y I will drop tear for him again
i Juz cant control myself de time and i told myself i cant cry for him again but de more i said tat way de more sad am i haiz
think i should learn to give up u since u already make so clear with me
last time i had try to give up you but i juz don know y i cant
think this time round i can de

don know how to start the topic of"How I kanna caught by Cnb"
said le also abit ps and lost face but at least i have take the responsible :(. . .
i only can said now i so regret tat i kanna CnB thing but i never regret tat i play drug before only now very lazy to go report
how i kanna CnB thing?
because play glue lo:( don know kanna caught by police how many time le;(. . .
now suddenly miss brenda , me and alot of people kanna caught by police because of glue than i and brenda inside de holding room we play like hell,u all got try when u inside de holding room u all play with the IO and police man said want to die la watever la
i rmb Tat time brenda said want to die all la than i laugh like hell but we juz play play only and de IO play around with us too hahah miss is miss but i don wosh to kanna caught again :( waste my time only
In de drug world glue is de most easy to kanna caught by the police(smell) and easy to seh( how u seh also got the cake)also de easy way to die early hahah so now i didnt play glue le please don try it too
after kanna the CnB thing i abit regret cause i have the bad record next time abit hard for me to find job:(. . .
Is okay la if time can turn back again i will still go play but not glue :)

oh ya my IO help me talk:) they said forgive me one time let me report same time and days never charge me but no more mistake for me again:)
so everything back to normal:)

I'm tired le one whole day didnt sleep actually want to upload alot of photo today de but now i 'm too tired to upload so next time ba
goodnight:)

Busy Busy Busy

2009-07-22T16:20:00.002+08:00

Now days i very busy with work no time blog haiz:(...
will try to find time blog de hahah
seriouly i very tired about all de relationship ;(
now my mind is money more important than all and family :)
i gtg le got time i'll blog de :)

Jerlin Baobei-sorry leii i bomb u alot of day le but friday i sure go to sch do my cnb thing de :)

Brenda A-de time I suddenly very miss u leii than message you.you got reply i very happy but your reply make me feel very sad-.- meet up soon

brenda c-don said i not good la hahah i no time still got message u leii:)
meet up soon:)

pie-sorry today cant meet u:( cause i need to work;(
but will meet u soon:)miss ya

ruixiang-miss u laod la hahah but u hor haiz

Miss you right now

2009-07-14T06:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired right now during this four days i only sleep less than 8hour -.-cause i been busy with something and maybe no time to blog le ;(
Now I Feel Like sleeping but cant sleep cause I must wait until 8am than go to yishun see doc take Mc for de CnB -.-
ytd i didnt went to sch meet Jerlin cause i have something on
baobei sorry;( but friday i sure accompany u de:)
promise k:)

pie-sorry cant meet u so often cause i have thing to do for this few week
once i free i sure meet u de k:) loves

Brenda- stupid i miss u la haiz now got new friend don want old friend liao la:( . . .

ruixiang -I miss you load right now haiz almost drop tear for u:(. . .
u take care yourself k rmb drink more water don get sick

Now no mood blog-.-
will blog again

Tired

2009-07-11T12:00:00.010+08:00

see I wear for Asher he so cute right:) (My real sister)

Now days i don have much time to blog le =.=
i been busy with working haiz
but at least can see some money :)
Ytd until now didnt sleep well cause my phone keep rang N rang until i angry than switch off cai can sleep well but when i off de time need to wake up le cause got people come my house accompany me:)

ytd morning i meet Jerlin baobei sent her to sch and we have alot of thing to chat but time pass so fast N too litter for me:(
nvm monday i meeting her too :)
after meet her liao wo ju go home do thing than sleep (time too litter for me too haiz)
I miss de day we spent together-.-

Love tat not mean If u like me or love me than i must with u k
please la If this the way u like a person please don target on me me La

I kanna double charge

2009-06-26T05:43:00.005+08:00

Today i went to Amk Cnb report i kanna double charge=.=
haiz don know wat will happen to me
nvm la want charge to charge la kao better sent me to hostel la so tat the IO don need to play me a fool
u guy know the IO make me wait until 3hour zai let me go lo=.=
make my pie wait for me so long tml i still need to go back report again haiz
after report i went to sing k with pie was having some fun but i keep busy with answering phone call than ps pie
after tat went to have my dinner than back home while having our dinner pie keep laugh at the china gals cause we order drink than the china gals give us bad attitude after tat she come and serve us drink I ask her how much she said 1.20 than i follow her words pie ju laugh until crazy hahah

after tat i went to s21 awhile ju went back home accompany brenda chat on phone we chat so long lo hahha
so long we didnt chat until very long liao :) we was chating about last time wat we had done hahah look backward wat we done also quite fun and memories:)after tat we was chating about kelly,Jerlin,sophina,shawna and brenda boiboi hahah
i go sleep le goodnight :)

Jerlin baobei i miss you load u know today i went to sing k with pie than suddenly miss u and ruixiang i almost drop tear lo but i tell myself cant-.- i really miss u
tc i'll wait for u come still have 2 more month

ruixiang today i went to sang song suddenly very miss you juz don know y-.- u take care ba rmb drink more water don get sick

die lioa la=.=

2009-06-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

Now at pie house teaching her homework hahha we do half way ju give up liao -.-
today didnt went to anywhere all alone staying at my grandpa house than go pie house accompany her
ytd i sleep aroung 11something wake up at 8am i'm tired right now=.=
but tml i going to die le cause 0930am my phone sure ring until wat de thx to pie ^^she going to bomb my phone until wat de cause we going out early in the morning^^

I Hate people who lie to me, please get lost if u try to lie to me or please go learn how to lie

2009-06-23T02:00:00.006+08:00

All this are de past
I'm really miss de days we spent together
but
is u're de one who spoil It
I'm really hate people who telling lie to me
u lie to me more than three time i forgive u
and pretend tat i don know anything
but this time round your lie really hurt me load
Everything u must get into the picture zai said it out
tC

Suddenly very miss baby Asher:)
he look so cute when he's small
but
when he big look handsome right hahah

after doing all the housework bath hao le :)

Today meeting pie go sang song was having alot of fun:)
sorry pie today i'm late again but not my fault to be late because of Felicia la haiz
Past three days i'm very happy cause ruixiang called me at 0232Am :)Actually is i called him first la but he didnt pick up so i hang lo than very surprise he will call me back after 7hour^^lucky i sleep le than awake :) he very cute u know:)keke he called me than ask me Y morning i call him than i was surprise until don know wat i'm saying hahah but one thing very bad leii Felicia come and disturbing me when i'm chating with him *sad*than ruixiang like abit angry than said call me back later than he didnt call me but message me:(
nvm la at least he message me:)
Later morning i'm going to report don know i can wake up mah
haiz;(
i still got alot of thing haven done yet lo=.=
don know until wat time i can sleep:(

wat done had done le

2009-06-13T04:32:00.002+08:00

Today i'm really crazy wake up around 7am ju went to run (really crazy lo)
After run ju go home bath than take my med went back to sleep again=.=
I find out one thing everytime when i ate my med i sure went to sleep until very late de hahah
but today i very angry lo keep recide many miss call and message=.= all i didnt pick up only ans pie phone:)after tat wake up around 5pm ju go out le hahah

Ruixiang you hurt me again:(...
How many time you want me to hurt by you
its really hurt you know:(...
Now i really very scare de feeling of hurt le
i don wish to get hurt anymore
so now i will work N work to let de time pass very fast to forget u=.=
If one day i really give up u not because i don like u is too like you tat y give up u:)
i must try my best to learn to give up

Tired=.=

2009-06-12T04:59:00.002+08:00

Juz went down to Geylang find friend don know how came we got so many topic to talk:)maybe too long never see each other le ba hahah but i'm tired and lazy now cause i Juz take my med
i go sleep le goodnight all^^blog again:)

How i wish we can turn back the time;(

2009-06-11T15:39:00.005+08:00

we have gone through alot of sadness,quarrel and Happiness Y until now you still don treasure it
Izzit everyone have to wait until you lost it zai treasure?!
if really have to wait until you lost it zai treasure at the end it wont be same anymore
I'm really tired about all friendship and relationship le
now i only want to work and wait for him out

past two days i'm sick=.= how i wish he's and her to accompany me go see doc end up only pie accompany me go
Thx Pie:)

we know each other have been 4year
everyday we spent time together but everytime i seeing like when i have trouble you're de first to run ;(
when i'm sick how i wish you accompany me go see doc and stay at home look after me but end up u went to where? haiz
u think i like to pass to u the sickness ar i also don wish right end up i didnt pass to u de sickness but u said one word hurt me load u know

ruixiang when i'm sick how i wish u can accompany me go see doc but u're inside de army cant accompany so i can understand
past few days i heard something about you i'm sad but i cant do anything
From today onward i wont drop any tear for anyone anymore

Jerlin baobei i miss you alot right now and miss de day we ton =.=
you faster come out k i'm waiting for you until my hair all white le=.=

Everything had change=.=

2009-05-23T01:59:00.002+08:00

Tot want to blog today de but i'm really too tired
tml zai blog ba
goodnight all i go sleep le tired:(
start to work now

Tired

2009-05-15T06:48:00.004+08:00

i from ytd until now haven sleep=.=
now i feel so tired but ju shi cant sleep haiz so tired,later going to meet brenda bring her go to sch :(
Tired Tired Tired
later i going to work don know how to dong haiz
today i went to see doc so exp lo $45 leii think i going to eat glass liao la
no mood blog *tired*
will blog again

=.=

2009-05-14T02:33:00.002+08:00

Today morning i didnt went to sleep wait for de time to pass until 0615 to meet Jason and Brenda,while waiting for de time to pass i was chat on phone with gaobin:)we chat until i forgot de time than almost late to meet them=.= after meet them at 293 brenda went to sch than i accompany Jason eat breakfast:)he's have change alot no lonnger de last time Jason anymore^^after tat he went to northpoint meet yongqiang than i went back home:)was so tired lo but still happy la after tat around 9something i was about to sleep than Brenda give me a call ask me how to do one math question hahah my math no bad leii at least i know how to do the question:)finally i can go sleep le=.=
after tat wake up at night than went to bath zai reply all my message and call hahah than around 9something went to qiant buy ice cream and alot of thing cost me about $30+ if i know i will spent so much ju don go out le=.= haiz don know tml wat is my plan maybe go down to yishun or stay at home better ba

ruixiang i really miss you alot=.=this few days the whether keep on raining u don get cold ar u have to look after yourself:)be careful when you do anything ar;)
now u must be sleeping le ba goodnight sweet dream sleep tight tight:)

I miss you de both of you load

2009-05-13T00:02:00.004+08:00

Today wake up at 2something went to report
everything was all right all the Cnb IO not inside de HQ only left other HQ IO
think amk cnb IO go for big case ba
Hey people who stay at yishun got play drug want be careful ar:)

Monday- stay at home sleep until night aroung 10+ ju went down to yishun do something than meet gaobin until 3am he's went back home le wo ju go take something from friend after tat i find out tat my $50 dolle note drop*so sad*now left 2dolle don know how my week how to spent than i reach home at 4am+ bath hao ju sleep le

Sunday- HaPpy Mother days to all de mother in de world:) i was working on tat day didnt celebrate mother day with my mum ;(
but is okay de as long as u got heart everyday is mother day^^
i plan to bring my mum go eat,so i didnt bought any present for her not becasue i don want buy is even i buy le she also wont take de:(

I miss Jerlin Baobei and ruixiang now.haiz don know how they been right now.

i miss u like crazy

2009-05-09T01:48:00.004+08:00

Today i didnt went to interview cause i fall sleep around 10something very tired to awake:(haiz nvm la job can find again

Juz now i miss ruixiang alot i drop tear again for him:(
i really miss him load u know haiz no word can represent the *missing*of him now

oh ya i almost forgot to upload some video :)quite funny de:)de time i and brenda go xueling house take my book,than she sleeping i knock de door until she awake hahha de time ask her bring my book to me she keep forgot.than no choice have to go up to her house take lo:)enjoy de video ar^^

Tired

2009-05-07T22:49:00.007+08:00

Past few days i was stay at home seldom went out,if went out also go for my breakfast,lunch or dinner:)this few days i stay at home doing housework:)cause nothing to do very boring so do housework is de better thing to kill my time:)hahah finally i made my house very very clear and big^^while doing housework suddenly missing kelly^^haha cause de time i went to work she at my house than she help me do housework:)
Thx kelly:)
i miss de days we three spent together^^(Brenda,kelly,myself)^^
nothing much to said about wat i done for this few day,i only know tat i staying at home only got ruixiang,brenda,gaobin,Edward accompany me message:) i guess my bill will be bomb for this month:(mostly the message tat i recide only ruixiang message make me very happy^^tml morning i going far east to interview hope i can work down there^^

ruixiang-i found out tat this few days i message with u my feeling to u was very happy but no longer same as last time anymore le,i don know wat kind of feeling not same anymore i only know tat is very diff from last time de feeling,last time de feeling is once i recide your message i will feel very xin fu,happy like crazy woman and one kind of feeling,but when u reply very late my mood will became very bad,unhappy
but this few day message with u i feel very happy but juz something missing i don know wat thing missing?
feeling?!
but my feeling still have to u if don have y i still love you right:)
How i know my feeling to you still have?
cause i keep asking myself tat this few years i with you is happy more than sadness or sadness more than happy ?hahah finally i found out myself too when i with you i feel very happy:)and my heart beat will jump until i can hear and very fast:)but once u left i feel very sad ,and start to miss you:)this feeling until now still have so its still mean tat not no feeling problem.

Izzit tired?
maybe ba:(everything juz let nature take place ba

i will be upload pass few days those pic i take soon^^

Hey people now u all must be siting for your exam le ba:)
good luck for all your exam^^

Happy

2009-05-05T19:31:00.004+08:00

Sat- ruixiang come out from army went to Geylang lor14 tot of going find him de but de time was so late already some more i very ps to see him^^ya i miss him feel like want to see him,but after see him wat should i said to him,wat should i do,haiz

sunday-stay at home do housework

monday-pick brenda after she end sch,she was so late lo after tat meeting shawna at northpoint we went to eat Japan food after tat go to shawna house slack,play,watching *catwoman*the show very nice to watch lo u know i from sunday until monday haven sleep feel very tired but still wanna to watch:) see the show so nice until i don want to sleep:)
but end up i cant take it anymore fell asleep for 15min wake up watch again^^i love the catwoman body^^she have a nice body:)oh ya ytd been message ruixiang*HaPpy HaPpy HaPpy*and i let him know about my blog thing.he's will like to know about de ..... is who:)
After 9something went to home sleep:)

Today-wake up at 3something go for my report nothing happen everything all right:)now i going to tpy do thing blog again^^

Brenda-thx ar:)for your morning call hahha:)sorry leii monday night u message me i didnt reply cause i fell sleep le

.....-ruixiang will like to know who u are,i already know who u are le, u message him and tell him ba,u like him right so u sure have de number de.oh ya i forgot u sure don know he's number de cause u don know him.as well he don know u too
u want he's number go find out yourself. he wont give u de cause he's don know u.
u juz come to my blog anyhow said.please la don so childise.u really very childdise

^^everything juz like a nightmare

2009-05-02T14:12:00.003+08:00

Juz come back from Zhenhua*tired*.was having alot of fun with asher :)tot later want to go town area buying cloths end up too tired so didnt go.no mood to blog right now:(
blog later when i have mood ba

Angry Angry Angry

2009-04-29T21:18:00.003+08:00

Y must come and text me comment about ruixiang thing?! i was so angry right now i prefer u said me act cute/ugly or wat also don said about ruixiang ,i more angry when listen to people said bad thing about ruixiang.

i want to sleep back:)

2009-04-29T13:21:00.004+08:00

this few days don know wat happen to me:(sleep very late (around 3am) wake up very early(around 9am)haiz never study keep sleep late wake up very early:) when got study everytime didnt sleep go to sch or sleep very late cant wake up:)today don feel like going anywhere feel like staying at sembawang and my friend come to sembawang look for me(keep me accompany)if who come and look for me ar i'm sure very happy+love him/her load de hahah:) how i wish brenda come and look for me:(i miss her load now la haha even ytd saw her chating with her but the time for us juz very short i don know y we have alot of topic to said to each other we wont feel boring,tired no topic even we meeting everyday from days to night :)maybe we have fate ba^^ if she come and look for me ar the sky will drop money^^*Lol*
now i feel boring like hell like tat even have laptop to accompany me :(last time i can use com until 12hour also no problem now use com for 2 hour i will feel boring maybe tired of com le ba:)
best thing to kill your time is sleep but i Juz cant get back sleep even how sleepy am i juz don know why:(

ruixiang now than i know not only i waiting for u still have load of gals waiting for you i don know now i should feel happy or sad
i really miss you and love you load last time u ask me to give up u don fall for u i had try but said easy do hard ar:(i know tat u and i sure cant be together de our relationship only can do until friendship but i juz cant give up u :(don ask me the reason i also don know maybe this is call love ba:( or maybe i enjoy the feeling of fall for you cause i wont get sick of your feeling ba:) everyone is de same *u haven get it u will try your best to get it when u get it u don treasure but once u lost it u than regret* ;)
now the whether keep raining u don get cold N sick k rmb wear more cloths ar:)

people do u think i should continue like ruixiang?

i miss you badly

2009-04-29T02:06:00.002+08:00

Juz went to report lucky didnt take any test:)after tat go meet Brenda at amk having my breakfast +lunch+dinner ^^aroung 6something meet kelly at Northpoint pass her thing went to funland awhile ju go to 1tou meet friend after tat meet until 9smething went to sembawang slack awhile with another friend ju back home reach home around 12something *tired*

this few day i will stay at home wont go out cause tired already:) i must stay at home rest well so tat got enough energy for mu outing on friday,sat N sunday ^^so people don jio me out ar:)

photo again^^

2009-04-26T18:16:00.012+08:00

i cancel all my date todaytired

2009-04-26T13:51:00.002+08:00

Brenda.c-get well soon la^^

Ytd i was working,i tagged with kathy my sales and her sales was very bad :( so surprise that sophina went to work too:) ytd Darren reached late, so while waiting for Darren to come , i took photo with sophina,the photo will be update once i free^^oh ya morning i received a phone call from Darren he told me tat ytd the block he gived to me got people jump down on friday and asked me got anything happen to me?Lol nothing will happen to me de la ^^he think too much le^^btw still need to thx him la:)THX DARREN:)

today actually want to go find Jerlin at sentosa but early in the morning ju rain than didnt go find her some more i sleep at around 7am *tired*sorry Jerlin baobei

我真的不知道你要什麽，你叫我不要和她在一起，你又和她在一起还很好，你不会再自私很过份一点？！我真得很累了。如果在这样下去我真的会烦：（

Ruixiang-ytd i tot u out in army so i called u but end up u didnt haiz i was so disappointed:(i miss you aload right now:(i don know y this few days i keep missing your voice,your joke,your smile,the look tat when u playing your Dota and de days we spend together;( i really miss you load

busy busy busy

2009-04-25T17:14:00.003+08:00

this few day i will be busy no time to blog ,will blog once i free and i have alot of picture to upload ^^now i going out soon le.going to be late

ruixiang i missing u load, this few day the sun very hot rmb to drink load of water ar don get sick,u must take good care yourself :)

good morning^^

2009-04-22T10:33:00.002+08:00

Good morning ^^this is 1st time tat i wake up early in the morning:)haha i Juz called my IO lucky i never tio charge:)my IO ask me to go down to Amk hq right now:)next time i sure wont let it happen again de if happen again i sure kanna charge liao:)Juz now Jerlin Baobei message me:)she have change alot,not the last time we know de Jerlin le,she have told me alot of her thing i really miss her load right now,baobei u faster come out k^^i sure u can find a better guy de like u said de:)don cry for him anymore le your tear is very 宝贵 k:)
I'm better right now,not like morning so 辛古:)
i'm going to amk Hq now after tat meeting brenda go for breakfast and lunch^^ after tat hope got peopel jio me out for swim:)Lol im crazy one:)juz now morning sick like hell now want to go swim:)whoever one to swim today Jio me ar:)

sad

2009-04-22T04:39:00.002+08:00

now my head very pain and feel like want to vomit, don know wat has happen to me?:(sure not pregnant de k:)tot later want to go meet brenda de but now head pain cant go le
now i very 辛古:(...ruixiang how i wish u now beside me,i really cant take it anymore ,text here no energy to blog le really very 辛古 i want to cry le la

kathie^^

because of u

upload photo

I wont let the time juz wastes like tat

last 2days more

count down to 3days

i shouldnt trust u -.-

tired

i wont pity u again

i cant sleep right now -.-

dame cold right now

my time left not much le

Juz a unlucky new years

HaPpy Chinese New year to everyone^^

wish u all the way

wish u all the best

i understand le

tired

should i go to sleep now?

stress

i'm disappointed

i need your word

sick

HaPpy New Year

*sick*

i really lost my way:(

juz want to wish

miss you load + tired

you really hurt me alot

said i don love u is lie to u

tired tired tired

Am i lucky or unlucky today

忽然很想你

ya missing you badly but wat can i do-.-

+_+

-.-

sick;(.....

everything is clear

^^

^^

HaPpy HaPpy Sad Sad

everything had change

Tired+loving

:(....

I'm fcuking very lucky

only u can make me lost myself

u very bad leii

I miss you alot right now

Juz come back from amk Hq *tired*

I Juz have a nightmare

Fcuking tired -.-

sian

Tired Tired tired

Sick:(

kanna caught again;(

I miss u load

ruixiang i miss you load

-.-

time pass so fast

I miss you load

Love hurt

I'll treasure u

^^

Busy Busy Busy

Miss you right now

Tired

I kanna double charge

die lioa la=.=

I Hate people who lie to me, please get lost if u try to lie to me or please go learn how to lie

wat done had done le

Tired=.=

How i wish we can turn back the time;(

Everything had change=.=

Tired

=.=

I miss you de both of you load

i miss u like crazy

*Tired*

*Happy*

^^everything juz like a nightmare

sick

Juz come back from amk Hq tired

Tired

Happy

i cancel all my date todaytired